Small Victories

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In the midst of a hectic week -- first one back from winter break, with Husband preparing to leave for three days at his unit -- we had a moment today.  After Husband started back at work we filled out an addendum to our home study, reflecting his new position.  It took some time for the paperwork to clear his employer's levels of bureaucracy, but we finally got everything back and forwarded it onto our adoption agency.  Today we got an email letting us know the updates were complete; all we have left to do is read them over and make sure everything is correct.

Upon receiving the email, I receive this text from Husband:
"We're getting closer and closer to being a mommy and daddy. :D"

It wasn't much.  Yet for some reason that text made all the difference.  We've shared that sentiment for quite some time now; this whole process has been moving us closer to that reality.  I don't know why, but there was something about hearing it today that made it feel more meaningful.  We've chased this dream for so long, and suddenly we have something to hold onto that makes it seem like more than just a "what if?".  We know that nothing is guaranteed; we could wait for a day, a month, a year.  At least now, though, the waiting itself feels like an accomplishment.

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